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if i smile nowCan you tell
the difference between fiction and non-fiction?
Can you tell
That I secretly do care what you say
What will you see
If you look upon my chapped lips, zits and scars?
What will you think
Of my hidden personality desperate to be released?
I hide behind the stories
I secretly express my individuality
But it only escapes, barely a whisper
Only then am I free to be me
Talk behind my back
But I will continue to be
My quiet stubborn shy self
I know the torments
My past made me this way
But my ancient memories
Are erased every day
My art shows my hidden dreams or fears
My words hold my inner cravings and cares
My soul desperate to hide the past pain
But it makes up for it with a burning loyalty
If I smile now
Will the warmth reach my ever changing eyes?
If you talk to me
Will your words fall upon my deaf left ear?
If I look back
Will you see the back of my brown hair flowing freely through the air
If I ask what you think of me
Will I hear curses and lies or truth of heart?
and then she prayedMirror, mirror on the wall Who should care if she falls
Don't leave her Pick her up and steal her away
then slowly disappear
showing your hidden intentions of not to stay
you brute, you tortuous person
you left her,
doomed her to her own fall
skip 2,or so years
oh would you look at that
words fly through air
hisses and shouts without a care
classmates giggling at nothing at all
one by one they leave her to her fall
then her mama prayed
"god let her move on from the pain"
but she still saw her tear drops in the rain
sweet tears drops blinding her pain
Her story of past not so squeaky clean
With hidden pain not meant to be seen
Until her mama said
"move on from that frostbitten world
don't look back you got it girl
show pride in your gain
don't let the past become a stain
don't fall to unnecessary words
let silent screams be heard"
and then the mama silently prayed
"rain, rain wash away every pain she holds today"
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